Why? Part 2

I've had time to settle down now, and I still don't get why what happened, happened. I've accepted it at least now though, and I hope this is over.

I've decided to work on slowing things down in my life in general, there's been far too much rushing around. Also concentrating on my work and improving my skillset. I won't let something like this happen in future.

I'm reminded of the proverb "Sometimes not getting what you want is really a blessing in disguise"